WELP!

Blogging is a bit boring now. At first I was excited to blog UM....not anymore. I get tired of driving to the uc just to BLOG...boooooooooooooooo!!!! lol. But hey, it's for a grade, so I do it. Its weird because in the beginning it was interesting to read others blog post but now, they're so short and BORING. I have absoulutely nothing to talk about...tehehe! I wonder how will class be tomorrow...hmmmm, WHY IS OUR CLASS SO QUIET?  Maybe my next post will be interesting, but today is just one of those days where I REALLY DONT CARE! hmmmm, maybe because it's raining out today. You may think im crazy, or does it sound like I'm talking to myself? I do feel a bit weird because im typing a lot of NOTHING....just words...AND. im actually about to post it for my BLOG OF THE DAY, but  HEY!
WELL
HAVE A GREAT DAY EVERYONE!

emotions

sometime emotions get the best of you and that is exactly what i am dealing with at the moment. i really dont feel like blogging, talking, thinking or anything. usually im excited about blogging. but today/tonight is just isnt the day or night to do this. But i know it is for a grade so i drove all the way to campus to complete my assignment. (sighs) sorry. maybe next time. my mind is BLANK. so I dont feel like editing my post, this is just FREE. i dont care. not tonight...
sorry guys.

"MY" DREAMS!

My dreams are not that big to the point where they can't come true. All I ever want out of life is to be successful at what I love to do and the few interests that I have. I always dream of dancing professionally on a BIG STAGE! literally. So when you work hard and "meet people that know people". The outcome is BULLS***! At least here in Memphis. WAIT________ I LOVE MY CITY, but I've always been told "Cici, you have to get out of Memphis if you want to make it". Well, I don't believe that. I believe I can make a difference right here in Memphis. We have good talent right here in our city. Dancers, Musicians, Poetry Writers so on and so forth. BUT! we are overlooked by sooooo many cities. Another thing that i've noticed (THAT DRIVES ME CRAZY) about our city is we NEVER SUPPORT EACH OTHER. As if we are competiting against one another when all we need is the SUPPORT! We should be competing against the states that have such BIG MOUTHS! So if you see someone doing great, please, CONGRATULATE them. It really makes that person feel great to hear so many popsitive things. Not only does it make them feel good, it also increases the motivation, the drive. SO, CIERA WHAT IS THE POINT OF THIS BLOG????? Well, lately I've been working hard at what I love to do. After a while I began to feel used for an odd reason. Realizing that HMMMM! feelings dont just come, they all have a reason. The difficult thing is finding out the REAL reason you have this certain feeling. As I sat down thinking to myself......"Ciera open your eyes." forcing myself to do so, NOW, I can clearly see:
1. I've met sooooo many NEW people (WHICH IS GREAT) OK....
2.MAJORITY of them are fradulent, betraying, phony....THE  LIST IS INFINTE!!! SMH!

It hurts so bad, to give something that you love your all yet you are being played around with the entire time. How can one do such thing. So as a result, almost no one will see my face. I'm so sick of it, it's RIDIC!
MEMPHIS DANCERS (ANY DANCERS) COMMENT PLEASE! TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK, TELL ME ABOUT AN EXPERIENCE YOU'VE ENCOUNTERED. HOW DID IT MAKE YOU FEEL? WHAT WAS YOUR MOTIVATION? DID YOU ADDRESS THE SITUATION?

AND FOLLOW ME BECAUSE I LOVE TO HEAR FEEDBACK FROM EVERYONE!